I Just Wanted :

I'd lie to stay here for you,  trickery and and false bravado,
 Even lock myself away to stay another day ,
Only these lying eyes of mine could hide away what I really want to say,
You see I'm only here for a while as if you could believe that was made up too,
I'd of lost the key to this damn heart of mine had I known you'd be here in the end of everything,
Even my acting brave enough to hide my lies of pain falling from mine eyes,
Only you would of seen right thru my lies,
Yet I threw caution to the wind and let myself feel,
To laugh at myself trying to find a lie to cover up my pain,
For you see my time has come and to be honest with you I just wanted to live forever.

Dark Poet
August 17, 2015